If it were for you

i think i would have stayed. How awful the idea, when i think of how everything has now changed...fascinating how the world feels as if it moves by effortlessness. i've gained more than i lost, and that idea alone is frightening since i was under the impression that my world ended and begun with you. i'm well, dandy in fact. Getting over you happened so quickly i almost blinked and exhaled and the pain curled away like the wave at the shore. i do think of you often, and the "what if's," but again their only thoughts.